Rock'n'Folk,
Bath, England, March 1996 -Translated from French
Roger
: We all changed since the Prayer tour. Now Robert is more relaxed, less tense
and the band is more opened to anything that could happen. At the time, I
was trying to convince Robert to use modern technology but he would reject
it. When he called me to play the piano, I couldn't believe it : I saw the
studio filled with Macs, samplers, sequencers, and he would even use the computer
to write the lyrics. We're even going to use the internet... (...)
Robert (arriving) : Did you already talk to somebody ?
- Yes, the driver and the maid...
Robert : I say this because it's a fucking great band, it would be a shame
to lose time.
- You looked tired.
Robert
: Yes, I'm exhausted.
- You don't live in London anymore ?
Robert
: No, I left in 1988. I bought a house in Sussex after my wedding. London
became too dirty and noisy, the kind of things that you can't stand anymore
with age. Anyway, I'm lucky enough to be able to leave which isn't the case
for everybody. And also, I would endlessly argue with my neighbours, my car
would always get tickets, I had fans sleeping in front of my door. It's so
easy to be trapped...
- Like in the spider webs from your videos...
Robert
: Animals don't interest me anymore. I've never had a pet, I'd find cats quite
irritating actually.
- Aren't you a Cat in Chinese Astrology ?
Robert
: Hummm, no, I'm afraid I'm a Pig.
-
We were thinking about cats because of their 9 lifes and your numerous threats
to disband the group.
Robert
: Oh, it's time for me to retire. It seems obvious, generally, after six months
being on tour, when I lose the sense of what we do... And then I start again.
The tour for Disintegration was really exhausting. We would believe people
saying to us that we had to become even more famous. Except on a personal
level, it wasn't possible. I would get wasted all the time and it wasn't easy
for me to be 30 and I'm not talking about the intrusive people around me.
But the band had several lives, depending on who was part of it at the time.
Influencing my state of mind. Roger is by the way the only one who left by
himself without me having to ask him. That's why he's the only one who came
back.
- In nearly 20 years of music, nothing outside the Cure influenced
you ?
Robert
: Not directly for the songs, except for the beats. Wish was a record from
its time, contrary to Disintegration. I'm interested in bands from now, like
Supergrass. But it doesn't mean they influence me. Of course, in the past,
I stole one or two things around me...
- Like ?
Robert
: Bowie... and Hendrix. But mainly from Bowie. The androgynous side, the kind
of alien character, what he represented, a real icon. And he really turned
into this alien who crossed America in a limo, high on cocaine, out of the
world and time. Making extraordinary records like Hunky Dory, Ziggy Stardust,
Aladdin Sane, Young Americans, it gave me this idea of another world. Like
Hendrix did. I didn't like glam rock except David Bowie, who didn't have much
to do with it. He was creating artistic works like 2001, Taxi Driver, Apocalypse
Now...
My other heroes belong to literature. They don't exist. Like Meursault (The
Stranger - Camus) or the boy from the Catcher in the Rye by Salinger, who
inspired me to create my own different character. It's not as common as people
think. Most people prefer to follow norms. But when you recognize yourself
in a brother or sister, like it was the case for me, it makes you want to
be different... talking about family, we celebrated my Dad's 75th birthday,
right here, last Saturday.
- Did you have a very strict education ?
Robert
: My parents were always socially involved with their church, but contrary
to my brothers and sisters, they didn't oblige me to go there. I think they
let me choose what I wanted to do when they saw the results they had with
my older brother. He was rebelling when he came back from India with his hippy
posters and the incense he would put in the house. Or the rows he had with
my father when we were eating. All that made me suspicious and distant from
religion. I don't know many people religion made happier or better. You can
see how it's mostly used to get away from boring or failing lifes. But it
doesn't interest me anymore, since I've accepted the idea of death.
-
Precisely, to a lot of people, Cure lyrics represent this morbid tone, this
suffocating sadness.
Robert
: There's not a lot of ways to escape from futility. You can throw yourself
into hedonism. Experiencing the body. I've chosen the spiritual way, a quest
for something preferable I didn't find yet... Maybe that's the consequence
of my Catholic education, I'm unable to believe in whatever thing now... There's
still another way : having children and being immortal through them... And
you become used to taking lots of drugs... Now, I accepted life doesn't have
to be extraordinary. Which can be shocking, judging by what my life is. But after
all these years of going on tour around the world and play music every night,
this became normal to me. It's my first interview of the year, maybe that's
why I feel like talking a bit. The album took such a long time...
- New things are going to be said about this new album, positive and
negatives things. What stereotype about the band or yourself, do you think
is the most outrageous ?
Robert
: That people focus on the introverted side of what we do. Sometimes, there
are dark things on our records but we're not depressing people. This record
is even lighter than usually. There's a song called Home on this record, about
the joy to own a house, nothing deep or sad. But, who knows, maybe you never
grow up. Like my father, who didn't learn anything and who's 75. He would
like to be 25 still. He's not happy, he hopes there's a God... I'm not satisfied
either.
Owning things doesn't bring you anywhere. We escape by playing music, making
artistic works, using our brains and thinking we're somewhere else.... Even
if, nowadays, I don't believe in anything, not even in paranormal stuff. It's
sad, I know, but I realize I don't expect much from the world. It doesn't
prevent me from having a moral sense. I couldn't kill like Meursault did.
I feel hurt by injustice in the world, our lack of power in front of terrible
things... The generation that will be in charge in 10 years is incredibly
stupid. Why building a better world for hopeless young people ? When I was
young, we all tried to escape having a job. Now, it's the opposite, if you
find a job, you're not even sure to keep it. My nephews and nieces don't have
high hopes or big expectations. They don't think about the future.
- What makes you angry ?
Robert
: Things like Chirac's nuclear tests... The French don't fucking care about
the rest of the world...
- A bit like the British with the Falklands war or United States with
Vietnam...
Robert
: Yes, it's true. I say this because I'm British, but also because I feel
like Cure fans I meet around the world are detached from their country of
origin. I only see the world through the windows of a cab. Maybe I'm afraid of what
I don't understand, but this country starts to become frightening. There are
threats I didn't feel 15 years ago. This idea of old people being beaten up
or raped terrifies me. Nobody has much to lose and society doesn't make any
sense anymore. But I let myself being negative again, maybe it's the weather
that depresses me. But poverty in Sao Paulo, even in the sun, is really depressing.
I felt guilty to play there. But maybe, not that much, because otherwise I
wouldn't have played. I suppose...
- Did you really like Paula Abdul in the 80's ?
Robert
: No, somebody gave me a tape with her remixes and I thought the sound was
excellent. I hardly knew who that was...
-
It was because of the flute sound... so Curish...
Robert
: I think we stole Why Can't I Be You ? to somebody like that who was singing
"Bad bad bad bad boys"... But what happened to Paula Abdul ? She
was also a choreographer... We met her at some award ceremony in America. She's
incredibly small.
- Are you going to put white make up on again ? You look good with
a 3 days beard and no make up...
Robert
: But I never used it, the white one... But I don't like the way I look with
a beard. I'm growing old, I'll be 37 in April and I feel like I'm 50... but
I was very young last Saturday...
- Isn't it weird ? Next to our parents, we always feel like they look
at us like if we were 10...
Robert
: I quite like that. Last Saturday, I talked to them like if I was a child again.
They wanted to listen to the 25 songs we recorded, including my favorite,
Bare. They also thought it was the best song I've ever written. Strange coincidence.
It talks about those couples who break up and think they're going to stay
friends. Maybe it's the first song I wrote that includes a narrative theme
over 8 minutes. When we started, I wanted to make the whole album like that,
with bass, drums, piano and strings and to record it surrounded by candles,
to have this kind of Cowboy Junkies atmosphere.
But you need change, it's inevitable and I learned to admit that. It's not
worth supporting things that shouldn't be or doing the opposite, destroying
what's good. It's what I've done in the past, manipulating people, just to
see what was going to happen, like I did with the band. But I'm still very
pleased with this line-up.
- Drums still sound like thunder and Robert Smith's guitar still sounds
like bells in the distance...
Robert
: Oh, it's... very poetic. Porl is missed. He's a much better guitar player
than I or Perry. He was hard to predict when he played and I don't know how
to do that. I have to drink a lot and then I lose myself in that. But then,
I can't play very well anymore and start to cry. In Australia, there's a Cure
cover band. They came to see us backstage after a show and I asked them what
they thought about our concert. The singer, who was supposed to be me then,
said "We sound more like the Cure than you do"...
- It's great, so Andy Warhol or William Wilson, the Edgar Poe novel...
Robert
: I thought it was scary. I told them : "You're talking about another
time for the Cure. But we changed since. We still sound a bit the same but
we changed".
(Interview : Eric Dahan)